To be Black……… For Joella,

To be Black………

For Joella,

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Nicholas W. Shephard Sr.

To be Black………

Raymond Peoples, Butch Jones, Wayne, Chuck Lindsey, Fugi, James Butler, Charles Hooks, Lil Coon, Kenny Wenn, Butch and Buster Young, Block, Dennis, Chip, Kevin “Red” Purify, Reggie “Black Reg” Jones, Kirk “Magirk”, Tim Turner - a close friend of mine, Bret, Keithon, Mike “Big Mike” Walls, some of the Young Boys Gangsters that either I “rolled” wit’ or ran up and beat some sucka’ down wit. Got to be down, got to hurt somebody, gota’ get some fuckin’ respect, “what up Nigga’ where ya goin’, over to the spot, “Let me role wit cha’ those suckas’ ole’ me money”. “ I’m wit that - let’s role..... Check this out…just go in and beatem dem’ Nigga’s down wit a bat..... Mother Fuck the police....”, “Hey!! James, go over to the 10th and pay them nigga’s off......” “ Nigga where’s my money.....”, “Hey, Tim, where’s Kev”, “fuck em’ Nigga got to get paid….”, Yo’ Dogg, what up wit those niggas’ over there around the way”, “Shit, read about it in the paper”.…. “ Three Black youths were found dead last night in a west side home...killed by three gun shot wounds to the back or the head…..it seems the case of a drug deal gone bad….they were all hands bound behind their back killed execution style ….. more details at 11:00pm...”, “Get that Nigga...... !!!!!…. Don’t let em’ get away, beat that bitch down, bust his mouth out........ Who the fuck ya’ talkin’ to bitch...” ….”Wher my money bitch!!!!”, “Hey Lil’ Coon, Where them Hoes at”….”over at the spot”, “bet that, take those nigga’s over there and get my shit and don’t come back with out it”. That’s what is to be BLACK.

          It’s more to being black than to just saying I am black, it is no doubt in my mind if your skin is black you are black. There are many people that have white skin that consider themselves to be black and will die if challenged against it. But what are you doing to uphold what you say in that status? Are you a reflection of the black race or are you just another ignorant black face in the light of many that litter our communities with trash and corruption? Are you established in the community? Would any one vouch for you if accused of wrong doing? Think about it. Have you established a solid foundation that children that grow up watching you will follow? What are you doing? Nothing? Or, are you just complaining about what could be done? Most of us must look in the mirror and question ourselves. Who are you? Don’t tell me your name and point to a street name. Don’t look at your mother or your father and point at or reference what they have created. What have you done to guarantee the well-being of your grandchildren? I was always told not to put a woman in front of your education because once your education is done a beautiful woman will always be willing to get with you. If you want stupid results marry a stupid woman. If you want great results marry an intelligent woman. That is the difference between a great man and a stupid one. Only an educated man can have an educated argument or discussion/debate with an educated woman. Only an uneducated man can have a stupid conversation/debate with a stupid uneducated woman and the results last longer. Need I say more? Research what you want to say before you say it, speak on facts not fiction because a woman will prove you wrong one way or another that is her power.

I was talking to a couple of people today nothing to important but just conversing about life, the discussion was going in no certain direction but what interested me the most was the way these people seem to single out the Black race..... Now I’m not a racist but I still have honor for the male Black race because of what we went through during the last 500 years. Most women would say that there are no good Black men out there, well, my answer to this is that our prison system is filled up with our Black men, not because they haven’t tried but because they have been misled. For many years our race have been enslaved by the white race because of greed, and most people think that the Black race have been the only race to be enslaved by people of a different color. Maybe that is true, maybe not, The African nations have enslaved other races of other nations for thousands of years it’s just that nothing have been documented, by us, or any other generation of other races, this is because of the fall of kingdoms and the rise of others.

During those times whole generations have been enslaved to force new ideals or religions on a race of people that refused to change. Death was inevitable when new power structures are imposed on any group of people, this is because ignorance is strong and rebellious. Let me give you what I have learned through the course of my travel....... I have learned in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth, with this He created all creatures on land and in the seas. God also created Man to have dominion over all that He had created and gave him power to utilize all of His creation as he saw fit. God also created the trees, flowers, grass, sky, sun, fruits, and all of its’ kind. Man dwelled upon the earth for hundreds of years giving God glory for his life and all of His creation, Man also named all creatures upon the earth and the creatures within the waters far and wide..... Man was perfect as well as all of Gods’ creation and all things stood on the outside of time because time did not exist with God. The creatures of the earth multiplied and Man saw that this was good. God talked to Man frequently, witnessing to him about all of His creation and all that Man had done, God was very proud of Man and put him above all other things and placed him above all things because He loved Man and Man loved Him. Man saw all of Gods creation and how they all multiplied and this made Man wonder why there was no one beside him so he too could multiply. Man felt sad and wept because he became very lonely. God noticed that Man was lonely and he placed a deep sleep to fall upon Man allowing Man to give birth to a Woman. Man loved Woman with all of his heart and put her in charge of all that he had, then instructed her of the laws that God placed on the Garden of Eden and throughout the whole earth. (Note: Man was lonely not God, God placed woman by man side and placed charge on him all that she did ). Whenever God came to talk to Man God’s focus was on man not woman, and on all the creation of Man and all that he had done in Gods favor. Woman felt that she was left out of Gods grace because God had favor in Man and all of his works was deeply favored by God who placed him over all things. Although Man and Woman began to multiply, God gave favor to their sons and daughters who were also born perfect and without sin. As woman became more and more envious of Man she began to temp Man with her rebellious ways. Man gave his man-child charge over all that woman had produced and woman felt as if she was not part of Gods plan. Man loved Woman as God loved Man and God told Man that through Man shall Woman receive all of Her blessings, because, as God gave birth to Man and blessed him – Man gave birth to Woman and like wise Her blessing came through Mans works not Her own. Woman started to rebel against Man to God accusing him of anything that She felt that would cause God to lose favor in Man, but, God did not hear Woman for Her existence was through Man not Him that created Man. So, woman would go out and seek promise on anything that would cause Man to be put to blame, and none heard her voice, not the trees, plants, nor birds or creatures that live in the seas or on land because Man was King of all that God had created.

Woman began to curse Man and when Man saw this Man cast woman from his side and Woman in Her grief sought love from another and Satan was there to greet Her unbecoming ways. Woman ran to Man for refuge but Satan would not let her go because Her soul was not pure, Man loved Woman as a Woman loves her child at birth, just as God gave life to Man, Man gave life to Woman and loved her the same. Man have a unconditional love for Woman even though she had turned her back on him that gave birth to her, so Man sacrificed himself to be with her. God became very angry because Man was fooled into believing that Man could not call out to the very God who is the creator of all things to deliver Woman back into the very arms of him who gave birth to her. So, Man and Woman was cast out of the Garden of Eden for Man’s faith was based on Woman judgement and not in Gods power and Grace. The children that Woman had was without sin, so they remained with God and God cast Woman and Man out of the Garden of Eden.

Man could have killed woman for causing him to lose favor in God’s sight, and by tricking him into believing her, but his love for her outweighed his hate and Woman cried day in and day out because she missed her children and prayed to God to forgive Adam and for her wickedness for misleading Man. Adam, as we all know him, went to Eve, as we know her, and laid with her to bear another two children, Cain and Able. Cain was born with Eve’s ways and although she tried to teach him to respect Adam and follow his fathers ways Cain rebelled against Adam and Adam seen Eve’s ways in Cain. Adam loved Able for Able had favor in his father and worked very hard to please him with the best of all that he had. Adam taught Able to trust in God and all that is of God. Adam only had favor in Able because God smiled on Able and all that he had done, and Able worshiped God and all of his creation and kept faith in the law of God. Cain seen that Able had more favor in Gods sight than he, so Cain slain Able, and when God saw what Cain had done he curse Cain and put a mark upon his head so that all would know him. And the mark that was put on him was like a tormenting disease that caused the sun to burn his body. So, Cain took refuge during the day and traveled only at night until he met his mate in the caves of the high mountains and only came out at night because the sun and hot weather caused sores to cover his whole body. Beware my brother’s and sisters know the color of his curse .....WHITE!!!!!

Why is it.............

Why is it that every time I talk to a Black woman the only thing that she speaks about is that their are no good Black men around any more. Why is it that when she give birth to a man-child that very woman restate that same question “....there is no good Black men around any more”. As the man child became a young man under the woman’s influence and guidance he fell into the very pit of hate as his brothers before him. Why is it that when a man tries to be a positive role model for a man child the first thing that a woman says is that “…..you’re not his daddy........!!!!”, What make you think that a sexual relationship is the only way that a man can find refuge in your son’s life? Why is it that when a man tries to raise a man-child the only thing he get is criticized. Didn’t you know that God gave Men dominion over all of his creation? And through man, women’s blessings shall be plenty and not through her own labor? Didn’t you realize that it was through women’s teachings many generations were lost and men imprisoned? Why are you raising our Black men to disrespect the Black male race? You raise your man-child not to listen to other men that isn’t their father, then when your negative ways cause the man who assisted in the birth of the only love that you have, you chased him away. Then you said “he left me” or “I left him because he didn’t want to be a man”. How can a man be raised as a man unless a man teaches him? How can a woman be a woman unless a man tells her? How can a woman give instructions on how to be a man when a man can not give her instructions on how to be a woman. My sisters, I don’t blame you for your ignorance it happened long before your understanding. It is man that shall and will always have dominion over all that God have created, stop trying to produce a Black generation without a Black man. This is not to second-guess you, for I know that you are strong, that is because this is how we have made you and structured you. Don’t blame the Black man for his own down fall when it is you that struggle to succeed without him. The white man have taken all that you were worth from the Black man and your greed have exceeded the white mans greed. The whole Black race was in slavery, not just the Black woman. It was the white race that killed and hung the Black man when he tried to defend you from their evil ways. It was the Black man, who was killed when he was blamed for raping the white women, when she tried to cover up her adulterous ways with him. It was the Black man that was refused to find his own Black woman and when he sneaked into her quarters to find companionship with her he was tortured and killed. Now tell me, where is it written that a Black man enslaved, successfully fathered, a half Black and half white child that was from his own act and lived productively during his slavery? Now, tell me, where is it not written, that a Black woman was not allowed to mother her half Black and half white child that she gave birth to? Or better yet, not able to raise a full white child under her own influence? My sisters, if you just allow a Black man, and I’m not talking about a negative Black man, but a positive one, to help you in the reproduction of a full Black race of people that is discipline and respectable, to the Black man, Kings, Queens and great men and women, will rise and be born into our nation even until the generations to come. There is “no culture” within our race without the Black man leading it and the Black women are contributing to it. How you ask? Well, let me tell you... For about forty or more years the Black woman was made to raise her children of our race by herself and it was not because of the Black man, but it was because of the Black woman and what she did, and now enjoyed the fruits of life and prosperity that was shared and provided to them and with them by the white man even unto this day. The White men would give you beautiful clothes, jewelry, and things that the Black man could never offer you. Then once our people was freed she came to expect it from the Black man who was never capable of providing her with the luxuries or vices that the white race gave to her or done for her. Even if the Black man would give her all of the small shares that he would receive for his labor the Black woman would then compare that and us with the things provided to her by the white mans influence. With this, she would embrace the dreams of the white race, and seek it, to provide her with a home and all the luxuries that he has exposed her to. Then, she would blame us, the Black men, for not being there for that child or providing for the child and her with the same things that the white race never intended for the Black man to ever have. Then, the welfare system enabled the Black woman to function without the Black man. Why is it that the white woman must go through the white man to succeed and the Black woman does not have to go through the Black man? For one reason, it is that the Black man have nothing to offer the Black woman, nothing... not corporate America and all its’ glory, not banks, not communities, not power to control her destiny, not anything that is productive enough so that the Black woman can retire from, why is this? The white man knows that the only being that he must stand up to is Man, it doesn’t matter what race he is. Look around you, speak to people of other nations, see what the white race have provided to them so that they may live very productive lives. But the Black man, well, if you took his very culture that enabled him to be that great King, took away his Queen that stood by his side, if you denied him to live by the very laws that made him great, if you enslaved all of his people, if you imprisoned the minds of the generations of his seed, if you denied him to speak his own language, if you took away his very right to pray to the God that has made him that great King in the same fashion as his ancestors, if you imprisoned him for 400 hundred years, if you castrated him for participating in the rebirth of his Nation, if you denied him the opportunity to advance himself, if you separated him from his people, if you killed his leaders, if you forced him to use drugs, if you gave his children guns to express their anger, if you took all of his purposes for being a proud Black man, if you left him out with the garbage, if you never give him a chance that he once had, of course he will destroy himself. Now, how can you destroy a whole race of people? Through their women, first, you must deny them the right to multiply by giving their women so much power over them that the Black Man feel inferior to her.

Then you must position her at such a level that will make it impossible for him to compete with her by giving her not equal but compatible wages as those that the white race allows to follow him. This will make her feel superior to him and she will never be led by him, and the others, give them compensation through whatever means necessary, but, ensure that they put restrictions on her and her ability to communicate with him physically. You must victimize the man and cause him to blame other races for his down fall other than the source from which it came, this will start the confusion. You must not allow the Black man and the Black woman to unite, then set the Black woman aside and tell her it’s not her turn then compare her to the white woman who have shared in the white mans glory from the very start. Now she’s willing to wait and continue to blame the Black Man and she will sit until her powerful white King give her the shares from the treasures which he stole from every nationality of this earth and claimed it to be his own.

The white woman only hate the Black woman’s pride because she struts with no leader to guide her generation, she hate you because you have camouflaged your children with the skin of her King, she hate you because your skin is naturally beautiful, she hate you because your King is mightier than her King, she hate you because your King is stronger and wiser than her King, she hate you because she adores the color of the Black mans child when it is mixed with her blood, she hate you because she will be appreciated more by the Black man if she is by his side, she hate you because she can take better care of him than you and the white man will not allow it, although, it’s okay for him to make you his queen, she hate you because she want the Black man for her King because through him all nations shall fall at his feet and with a strong woman by his side the Black man will conquer the whole world and will stop at nothing, she hate you because you are in the way, she hate you for no purpose, she hate you because you claim no real King but those who are weak and willing to follow you only because they are cowards and thieves, but, the child that she gave birth to and taught, who has shared her white blood, only waits for his own his turn to mislead the Black race back into destruction through her teachings. The children of her womb will disrespect the Black man because he sees the Black woman doing the same. She has raised her child through hate and envy and through this he grows sharing that same hate. The Black child who has fallen victim, grows to accuse other Black men and hate them just the same, for his mother was a good teacher. Black sisters, humble yourselves, not to be inferior but as a source of truth, this truth and only this truth will put the Black man back in control of the Black family. That’s what it is “to be Black”.

Would you mind if I asked you.......

Would you mind if I asked you to "Tell me what you think, lean close to me and whisper to me....

Blow into my ear....... softly........

and get my attention...." ?

Would you mind if I asked you to " Tell me your dreams, and lean on my shoulder when

things are not going your way" ?, Would you mind if I asked you to "...trust me, when

all your friends seem not to understand you and the world that you live in just doesn't

seem to be the place that it was meant for....." ? Would you mind if I asked ..." Let me be your friend

so I can absorb all of your hurt and discomfort......"? Tell me what you think......?

In the sight of my enemy I have gained favor

In the sight of my enemy I have gained favor, he is very comfortable and I see him falling asleep, do he think I have forgotten that he is the very cause of my brothers death? I can see his eyes watching me as I stare at the blood on his hands from my brothers very wounds, how could this be.... His eyes ... yes his eyes…. I must not look into his eyes.... the beast will devour my soul.... but I move even closer... the knife, I must not forget the knife.... the very knife he used to kill my nation.... I can even feel his hot breath ... as I stroke the course hair of this beast... oooooho this beast..... I can see his eyes as he look into my face..... the knife I must not forget the knife... how can something that look so innocent be so evil...... the knife, yes the knife, the sharpness of the knife….cold…..very cold……the blood is very warm and he slowly falls to the ground until he is motionless….I slowly look up…and…..across the room…… ..... How could this be...!!!! Again,…. I see another…..in my enemy I have gained favor and he has been watching me.... and I approach .... how is it that he rests.... again…… I approach.....

As she walks………

As she walks he stares with a burning desire to hold her, as she walks his imagination wonders off into the pleasures that were never granted to the Black society. She approaches with the upright posture of a bull as he makes his tour around the arena before his charge. He smiles in preparation to greet her for he is the man of her dreams, she proudly struts for she knows her life to be accepted, and the knowledge he must have to master her desire to be led. He is prepared because he has studied her dreams and wishes, he stares, and prepares himself and greets her and she smiles with that same pride that tore the Black man and woman apart. He opens the door as she enters, she smiles, and grab the next door handle pulls it open and without looking back to give what has been given….. the door closes behind her, he watches as he reaches out to pull the door and let his self enter, as he look up a white woman opens and holds the door and says….” …..after you…….”.

I PRAY TO GOD

I pray to God for ENLIGHTENMENT, so I can see not only the bad things but the good things in all things around me.

I pray to God for VISION, so that I may know hope and grace is upon me, and that his word will remain in me. I pray to God for VISION, so that my strength in truth will not forsake me. I pray to God for VISION, so that sin will not over take me, that love will not over power me in time of thought.

I pray to God for SPEECH, so that the words of truth will be like thunder in the minds who hear me. I pray to God for SPEECH, so that the words I speak will influence those who are around me. I pray to God for SPEECH, so that the strength of my heart will overpower the unwanted thoughts of others that is of sin and make them bow down before the very God of Adam, Jacob, Enoch, Moses, Abraham, Peter, and Mohammed, the followers of our Lord that is to come, that is here, that have gone, and will return to be in our lives forever.

I pray to God for HEARING, not only to hear the bad things but the good in all things, to retain that same knowledge and purely understand what have been heard. I pray to God for HEARING, so that I may use that knowledge that have been heard to promote positive things in my mind and soul, I pray to God, so that I may hear and receive that same blessing that have been given to me, so that I may apply that knowledge which have been heard to support my family and friends that are around me.

I pray to God for my HANDS, so that the work that I do may multiply a thousand fold, and that the obstacles that I encounter I may overcome, bless my hands so that the things that I touch shall be blessed and bring forth good fortune. Bless my hands with the strength to endure power that is needed to pull myself up from the weaknesses of life. Bless my hands so that they may heal those that are sick and bring life to those who are lost and without hope. Bless my hands so that my finances will not slip from me by foolish doings and that whatever come to me through your name will be multiplied a thousand fold.

I Pray to God for my FEET so that I may be able to stand upright before God and Man and be that true example of faith. I pray to god so that my feet will be forever on the path of righteousness and the road that I travel will be forever toward success, I pray to God so the path that I travel will be free from danger and harm and also protect all those who are around me.

I pray to God for my HEART so that it will be healthy and strong, so that it will not be harden due to misfortune. I pray to God so that my heart will not hold the hate that our enemies sometimes bring into our lives, for you are my victor, my protector, and my way.

I pray to God for my BODY, so that all those who look upon me will not harm me or bring evil things or thought against me, but will assist me in everything that I say or do. Let my body be the light and tool, so all shall see that there is a living God. Let my light so shine so that all will know you and believe in you through me and my works.

I pray to God so that my SOUL may enter into the Kingdom of Heaven.

Lord bless may family and all those related to them.

What is it about the Black Woman?

What is it about the Black Woman that makes her so proud? Her skin is like the midnight sky, her eyes are like the stars, her voice when in anger is like lightening in the minds of those who question her, even those who challenge her mind of strength by boastful ways she defeats them. Her tears are like the evening storm that pours her rain and driving them that is in her path to seek higher levels of understanding. Who is this Black Woman? That yells at the man-child driving him into fear even until his adult years. This Black Woman who has been placed in front of the Black man to rule over him even until the day of his death. Why does she not acknowledge this Black man who has been killed defending her every right to stand where she is. Why does she not know that it was even the white man who placed her there to ensure that the Black Man is forever off balanced.

The death of a Black Man

Death of a Black man….. betrayed by the love he once had for the Black woman, not just any woman but the woman who he had trusted. Who do you think you are Black Woman to question me? Where are you now? I have accomplished what you desired but yet you still question my love for you. Where am I? I have searched the land where my ancestors once ruled and found our homes without compassion. The touch of your hand, the beauty of your skin, the sweet smell of your breath, passionately calling my name but yet I came within reach of the very poison that has killed my father, his father, and his father father’s. Keep me next to you, share with me what he has denied to me and given to you. Watch me and respect me as I educate myself through their selfish methods of education, their lies of history, and their short comings, but yet, over time I have succeeded in our own knowledge and teachings that has allowed us to be great people in our fathers house and kingdom. You are the knife that shall pierce his heart and bring down his evil kingdom that he has created to promote deceit and confusion between us and who has stole our culture, our religion, and language from the Black people. Reach down into his soul and find the torment that he has afflicted on our brothers and sisters so that his flesh is pulled inside out. Look at his skin, his features, his doings, and then look toward our future. Resurrect me my Black Queen into ever-lasting freedom and free us from him that has given you the key.

The Black woman walks……

The Black woman walks as the Black man stares, not for lust but for the true reason “WHAT IF….”, “What if…”, is a very strong thing in the Black man’s eyes, it is like a dream that is as frightening as it is true and a dream of make belief. “GIVE ME…….”, is what draws the Black man into waters that will drown him, “GIVE ME……”, is what causes the Black man to go into rage, “GIVE ME…”, is what turns the Black man against each other. It is her lips that whisper these things and drags the Black man by his neck until his lifeless body lies motionless…then…looking at his once powerful body, now seeing it as fragile and then watch as his body and strength decays. “ GIVE ME…..”, is what she says “GIVE ME…..” is what’s waiting for us….., “……or I’ll find someone who will!”

My African Queen

The smell of fire that rushes through your veins, ripping you apart like a sharp knife plunged deep into your gut. Hate is the way you live and forgiveness is the way we live, pressure against my temple that crushes my throat and consumes my body and transforms the Black man into a beast of regret. He reaches up as if there is something available to his disposal to rescue him from this burning thing of hate. It burns the skin of those who approach it, who will rescue you now…….my African Queen?

How would you feel if you were lost?

How would you feel if you were lost? Not just miss placed or misdirected in a general area, not spiritually as most Christians may feel first hand, but lost in a direction of understanding. Not lost because your educational level is lacking or your mental ability is array, but the direction of your understanding is so far out-of –touch that you think that no one understands you. Or even if you have searched and found a group of people who is lost in that same misunderstanding and then accepts this confusion as reality, and then justifies its darkness as if it was light just to victimize others who feel that there is Black hope. What if you were lost, blind, speech impaired, and hearing impaired? Would you depend on me for guidance? Most of us still need to learn how to take this same faith with opened eyes, ears, mouth of sound, understanding, and follow the one who is willing to teach. I’m not talking about a preacher nor any figure of society that will prevent you from uniting into one cultured understanding. This true understanding that is ours will give you the freedom to spiritually grow and with reason will give you the understanding of power that we once had before we was forced here. This feeling of confusion will guide you into this feeling, and this thing called “LOST” will disappear once you come forward sharing Black Unity of HOPE and DETERMINATION. This will open your eyes and all the doors that you have chosen and each will lead you into success. YOU ARE THAT KING AND QUEEN!!!!!

Slavery, Is it A Call To Freedom?

It is said that the only way that the Black race can be totally free and I’m talking about his mind from all vices of slavery is to be enslaved again, but this time by an all Black African race of people. By enslaving the Black race with an African nation will put us back in line with the total independence of our culture. As we follow the dreams of the one who enslaved us knowing that his intention was not to work side by side with us but for us to continue in slavery and him to create a nation without us. We must also understand that the structure of this country is to benefit them not us. We must understand that the laws we now follow was structured to keep them free from the British not us from them. This new African slave owner will teach us that it is okay to be different, he will teach us that it is okay for us to worship god our own way and not the way that our white slave owners have enslaved us with.

If we as Black people continue to follow the ways of the white mans dream and continue to follow him towards his so-called kingdom we will look up and we will have nowhere else to go but to return to them on our knees. If we continue to depend on them for our income, his method of approving who is worthy of his money that he made just because he did not have the raw materials to trade with us, or if we will continue to believe that he will someday give us the opportunity to be his good neighbor as a united race of people moving him out of his search for an perfect society without the Black race, we will look up and he will say ….you owe me and want my due now. Where will you go to repay him when the white race refuses to give you his method of trading with his own race? What do you have to bargain with besides your own life in slavery? Look around you, he has gathered us like cattle so he can keep an eye on us, he has given us just enough to keep us from running, he has took away our reason to prosper, he has made other races of people look down on us, and he has made it very difficult for us to live with each other. Slavery, the Black race has went into denial, we are ashamed of each other, we refuse to look into each others eyes unless we are in anger. We have shown that it is a form of slavery because we will allow our neighborhoods to be feathered with trash and we will not pick it up because we say ….” I didn’t put it there so why should I pick it up?”. My brothers and sisters, we are the only ones that refuse to be around each other, we are the only ones that say I am different from that Black man or woman, when they still see us as a group. You can not change there method of thinking by saying “ I don’t won’t to live around them Black people”, you are trapped like an animal who is being prepare to be slaughtered. The white race will not come to your aide when the racist white that is coming to kill you enters your arena. You are a trophy in his eyes because when he kills you he will be honored. Why is it that even though you know he teaches lies about history you still enforce it to the Black society? We refuse to speak the truth because we feel that the white race will be ashamed of us, we believe that if we just become accepted by the white race maybe, just maybe, he will allow us to reap the benefits of his stolen treasures. Stop fooling yourself, my sisters, you will never be independent, you will always need the white man for your prosperity and he will always see you as a extra piece of Black beautiful ass that the Black man can never fully and totally enjoy. The white man will always continue to let only the Black woman in his arena of deceit as long as you look down on the Black man. Slavery, are you a victim or are you free. The white mans treasure is the dead form of his life what he has destroyed and then profited from it. Look at it, don’t you crave it, don’t you admire it? Everything that is beautiful to him is related to death, he has killed and made it fashionable, he has wasted and over consumed more than he needs and he calls it living luxuriously. He has denied us equal share and he calls it government aide. He has traded with us which we can not grow or cause it to be multiplied within itself so that we can gain. What do I mean by this? Trees, one of Gods oldest treasures of earth, oil, one of the riches mineral of the earth, plants, one of the most called ingredients to cure and to provide life and health, and air, what is needed to sustain life on Gods caring earth. Look at these things and draw your own conclusions. Living trees verse dead trees, Oil with the benefit to give off her light at night verses oil to deny us the perfect environment to breath pure air, Plants, used to treat illnesses verses plants to instill habits and addiction, Animals, to provide food during the seasons that are bare and with food or provide us with cover for the cold months verses animals to express fashion, envy, and lust. Air, what all of us from this earth must breath in order to sustain life verse air to carry germs and disease. Here brother and sisters look at these things very carefully and evaluate them with complete care for his method of trading can not be multiplied within itself once it has been destroyed. But again, look what we have given them from our pass and you will see wealth that he has gained from it. He gave us paper, which cannot be planted so that it can be multiplied within itself by growing. He gave us paper, and we gave him cattle and we cannot eat it or cause it to be multiplied within itself to provide us with more meat or clothing without returning to him for more. He gave us paper, and we gave him diamonds and gold, and it can not accumulate value but deteriorate once wet and heated by the sun. He gave us paper, and we gave him Gods’ most treasured mineral, Oil, and it cannot extend its light when lit with fire. He gave us paper, and we gave him the life of our people who have struggled to be free and equal yet he has denied us. He gave us paper, and we have betrayed our brothers so that he could be fooled into believing that the white race are as gods and the most wise so that we may idolize them. Brothers and Sisters we must return from where we were. We must consider the pass, we must not forget, we must confront them of who we are and where our ancestors have been. We must challenge them daily until they confess with their mouth, they must repent for their wrong doings and stop forcing us to repent because we are bitter because we have been denied and made to accept what has been given to us and not what we can create for ourselves. We must stop using their method of trade and create our own natural method that is pure and Blessed by the Lord God Jesus. We must stop accepting the small shares and take hold of the total pot so that we can feed and supply our nation with wealth. We must travel back to the African shores and seek out the truth or pick up a book of African culture to learn our place in the African society, why not? We are trying to learn our place in a White society that has continued to deny us, why not do or try something new? Why not change to accept something that will bring us closer to a culture that have something in common with us that is pure. There is much truth in the African society, if you can read, and it is read with understanding the real truth of it’s purpose in the Al-Qur`an and Holy Bible. Why must we follow a culture that has lied to us for hundred of years and never kept a promise. Why must we remain the same since slavery? You may say stop thinking about the pass and focus on the future because you were not born into slavery nor ever enslaved. Well, why don’t you use that same mentality while working with the Black race? Stop thinking about the pass and let’s focus on the future of our people. Let’s start right now, from the beginning.

You are a reflection of the Black race. You are not looked upon us a single entity and alone. Whatever you do no matter what you think the white race will always associate you with us. They will only say you are different only to get the “bennies” from the White structured government. They don’t accept you because you’re Black! You will always be that Black person and you could never come over and flop in their parent’s bed if you were sick and lost. I guarantee that you will be in a shelter within two hours in a community from which you came. You may say that you do not care for them or you don’t like them neither, well, why are you living the dream of the white race? Why are you convincing yourself that you could never live around Black people because you feel the same way that the white race feel about Blacks. Well, thank God for America. That’s why someone can kill you and not go to jail. That’s why someone can slip into your house while your neighbors are at home and steal everything that you own and never get caught. That’s why someone can steal your car strip it and the person who done it profits from your lost. Look around you, why does that ignorant Black always run to the white race to get results only to discover you are next. Where is the satisfaction in it all? Why is it that when the Holy Bible is applied it is only to keep the Black race in their place. Why is it when the black man tries to initiate his position in the Black woman’s life the first thing that she say to manipulate him is “God said….” Knowing the Black man’s respect for his God forces him to bow down, not to submit his self to the Black woman but to submit himself to his God. She then forces this same strategy on the ignorant black man who disrespects her through the strong Black man’s God. This causes the Black woman to use the ignorant black man’s concept against the will of the true Black man creating a wall of rebellion in his heart and soul. Why is it that the white race can lead you by lies and you must learn these lies in order to be accepted in the white man’s kingdom and you never stand in front of him and say “By the laws of my God you are incorrect and I will refuse to learn the laws of the devil and until you submit yourself to Him that lives forever I will not learn your way……” But when the educated Black man who has been educated by the ways of the God who sent him comes to you and say “God said……” The first thing you use is the laws of the white race to enforce the will of God to again manipulate him. My Sister, the white race has convinced you and has purchased your understanding and left you without. He has convinced you that to challenge him and not the Black man will only cause your own doom. My Sisters, he will never destroy you or what you are worth as long as you stand fast by the Black man’s side. The White race will never come to you if they had a problem knowing that you could get better results just to cause their race to be put in total disgrace at your expense. I know that you, may challenge this book and will challenge it in the name of the living God and walk away from the truth. That is exactly what the white man wants you to do, he want you to challenge everything that the Black man does because he knows that he will be totally off balance as long as he doesn’t have his own kind by his side supporting him. The white man knows that the Black woman is too weak to support the Black man because she is afraid of what she may lose from the white race if she does. Colleges, Universities, Libraries, Technical Institutes, and all the establishments that guarantee the white race total independence from the Black man, and you have fallen suspect to it. He has created a white kingdom right before your very eyes without you, by using you, and your children. He has placed you in a world of suspension and placed the word of God in your hand and taught you how to use it against the Black man. The Black woman have kept and used the black man’s God to manipulate him because the white race can destroy you by using it against him. What are you afraid of Black woman. Challenge him that sent you to destroy the Black man. Ask him why is it that the Black race cannot communicate with each other during business hours without the white man looking at him as “slacking off". How come when they are discussing something it can’t be that the Black people are trying to Network or to strengthen their ability to be intellectually independent from the white race. How come an intellectual Black man cannot walk over to a Black man who has not gain the experience needed to be intellectually independent, assistance? Why must you make us feel that we are inferior to you? Black woman why not ask the white man this? Put the assurance in the white man’s mind that the Black man is on his way along with the Black woman back into a Kingdom that is structured by the Black man, and that the Black woman will support him in his journey at all cost. You will see my Sister’s that the same respect that is given to the white woman by the white man as she stands untouched in his eyes you shall receive a thousand fold, by the Black man, his treasures. The Black man will receive through his rise back into power all the luxuries that once draped your beautiful Black body, along with the rich oils, diamonds, ruby’s, and gold of God’s creation. You may not care, but at this point you will never be part of the Black Republican Front nor will you ever be allowed to read this message.

The Black Republican Front

The Black Republican Front, what is it and why is it necessary for us to move toward true independence and freedom from him that enslaved us. We need to first look at the structure of our lives from the beginning and look how we are today, divided and confused. Then we must look at other nations who have come here and have prospered from our race of people. We must come together to develop our finances, our communities, our way of life, and our structure of an independent Black government, governed by the truth of Black justice. We must reeducate our people starting from our young then plant this knowledge in our women. Then go out knowing that we must take risk together with failure to master the out come of total financial freedom. We must create businesses, corporations, schools, technology to enhances our chances of total independence, we must invest in our own dreams and not the dreams of the one who have enslaved us, we must stop spending our hard working money to increase their wealth, we must develop a trust for our own people and their dreams, we must teach those who we trust to trust us, we must develop an independent life style, and come together as a people to structure our own hopes and dreams. How must we accomplish this? First, let us learn that all people were not created to fail but to live in such a state of mind that a positive out come is inevitable. We must demand that our children learn the truth and not by the lifestyles of those who wish to keep us separated. We must believe that we are part of a great nation and state then structuring our lives to secure this truth. We must learn, learn, learn, because education is free. We must learn everything about our enemies in order to defeat them. We must trust in our brothers and sisters then demand that our families are disciplined according to the law of God and not by the ways that only structure our families to raise our young to become leaders of violence and death. We must understand that the men of our race is part of a mighty kingdom and not part of a dysfunctional cult of people that only pry on the weak. We are leaders of the mighty and our only reason is to become Kings and Queens that Almighty God placed us here for. My brothers and sisters, we must learn to keep our communities strong, we must restrict our people from being influenced by other races that have kept us in a position to be mentally enslaved. We must learn how to bargain without the use of the monetary forms of exchanging. Our life should be based on how we unite and how we influence our young to become leaders. We must believe that unless we band the way we exchange business ideas we will be lost and will always be at the lowest level of society. Don’t waste your time trying to convince those that have not reached your level of understanding because it only proves that you are ignorant as well. If you try to unite a Black person into our way of life and they refuse to be unified continue on to the next seed of life. This is because if you can change a society around a negative person whose only existence is based on what the white society have and what they accept, then, those are the ones that will eventually change when their surrounding evolve. The Black persons who are lost in confusion are only victims of a system that controls the state of mind that constricts societies and create communities of destruction. We must learn that we can change a person thought pattern by changing the environment around them with our influence. We must convince our people to remain in a community that needs their knowledge and expertise. We must convince them that our young need Black heroes in our communities who are Black and who our youths can look up to so that they will not grow up to feel left out and looked down upon from the Black people who have prospered. We must stop pretending that we are equal to the white race but are better, then prove it by staying in our communities and guaranteeing change toward a strong Black Republican Front that is independent, financially secure, well educated by an all Black kingdom, and well structured so that positive growth is inevitable.

We must teach our young to believe in our dreams, we must re-educate our Black women to stand by our side at all cost. They must remain patient and satisfied according to the Black man’s standard and not the standard that the white race has set to keep us within striking distance. We must choose our leaders based on intellectual capabilities and not by how much money he has. We must form an all Black government that is pro-active. Some of you may say “...must I leave my arrogant wife who has insisted in teaching the ways of the white race and found comfort in it”. My Brothers we must be stronger than they are, this is why the Almighty God has thrown us out of the Garden of Eden. If you stand together as Kings and the Black women see that there is much to gain by being at your side they will humble themselves to the guidance that we structure. If the Black woman see that the Black men who is united in strength and mind, with one common objective and has total control of the Kingdom that we have created they will follow. This new Black woman that has the structure that the Black man has created will be strong and very intimidating to all those who stand up against her. Her knowledge will exceed all those around her, the logic in which she applies to every situation will cause the so called intellectual white to bow down in reverence. She shall honor the Black man and all that he does and whatever he shall speak shall be as a great law that is applied by a King. This new Black Queen shall have dominion over all that the Black man has and this time it will be by the laws of the true God and not by the God that the white man has structured. Black woman, enforce our communities, insist that the Black man finish college before he bear children with you, ensure that the black man has the same concepts that are within this book and the misunderstanding that you have about the Black man will not exist. The Black man will obey you and you him, and the form of ‘obey’ will not be by the understanding that the white man has created in your minds, but by the laws of God and how it is structured by the new Black Republican Front. Black woman, as you are exposed to the new way of thinking, words will transform to new meanings, negative words that appear in the white man’s minds will have new positive meaning in the minds of the all Black Kingdom.

Control, Obey, Humble yourself, Listen, Stay, are words that the white race used to reflect rebellion and taught them to the Black man and woman as words of control. These words will have new meaning once your understanding awakens and your eyes are opened with the true meaning. You must understand that every word that the white race has taught us descended from lies and confusion, they have misled us with trickery, double talk along with double meanings. The white race has manipulated words when they interpreted the African’s languages to suit their own needs then taught them to other nations that was not aware of the truth of the African language. The meaning of the African words sometimes had spiritual significance and had signs that were not spoken but the white race changed these words to contradict each other causing other nations to feel that we were serving other gods. The white race felt just because the worshiping rituals of the Africans were different than what the white race had taught other nations the Africans were accused of worshiping devils and false gods. Of course, in the years pass other nations had fell to the powers of the Almighty God and the same God that blessed the Kings and Queens of Africa. Nations were envious, and the same Black nation who had taught their grandfathers, grandmothers, and their children’s children in our Kingdoms led very productive lives under the Black Kingdoms rule. This was the same God that led the Black Kingdoms into power and blessed other nations that followed them and healed their sick. The white man’s interpretation of the African language was the meaning that the white race gave it. Over time as we all know the world came to except the lies of the white race due to the practice of their lies and confusion. I have learned through my travel that the white mans truth is different than the truth of other nations. They have trapped us here in their lies and confusion. The white race know if we are united we will travel, if we travel we will learn the truth, if we learn the truth we will support our own ideas and seek support from other nations. If we seek support from other nations our ideas will change because influences are different when you begin to bargain with things other than the white man’s form of trading. When we learn that money is not needed to trade our dependence for the white race will diminish. If our need of dependence from the white race weakens our trust for their supports vanishes, if our support for them vanishes we will become a power, if we become a power they will be forced back into slavery as they were in the beginning and this time they will be banded from the spiritual sacred grounds of the Black mans Kingdom.

The Lamb and Fox, The Wolf and the Lion

The lamb as it grazes and wonders, if today will be the day, that it will be the perfect meal of a creature stronger than he. Today the lamb may meet its doom if it doesn’t think quickly. The lamb how innocent and may be wise but foolish as it may be. Today he wishes to be a fox as it is defenseless as one could be, it sees the wolf as it approaches and how could this be. He’s close enough to smell, he’s close enough to see, it’s foolish for the wolf’s approach, …will the others protect me? He is near, and then the lamb turns, as defenseless as it may be, to challenge a wolf at a distance, while it is behind a tree. But how does it think that it can hide, when it is behind a tree this wolf is quite aggressive and also in need to eat. It may be that the lamb wandered off, it may be that it’s scared, but the wolf how it is always lurking and even taking a chance. It approaches the lamb to eat it, now the lamb starts to wonder, how good if it would be, a fox as sleek and quick, less defenseless plus better to get away than he. It wished that it would be a fox a good idea indeed fore if I was he and he was me I think that same indeed. Maybe I would never become a pry, as foolish as it may seem, the fox is what is smarter, I guess that it would be me.

MY BROTHERS, MY SISTERS, MY GOD.

My brothers and sister there is a storm coming and the wind can not change its direction nor can your prayers prevent your doom to the God that they encourage you to believe in. Repent my Brothers and Sisters so that your lives will be spared. Seek the God of our Ancestors, call out to his true name and not the name of the God that was given to you by those that deceived us and then demanded for us to call upon that same god from the very beginning of our captivity. Why is it that we as a Black people have incorporated into our lives what the white slave owners have deceived us with and then has spoken unto us this in slavery while we feared for our lives only to know if we disobeyed them or refused to believe in what they considered will cause us our doom by death. Why is it that the same one who enslaved our ancestors physically and us as a Black people mentally can tell us what God we shall pray to and demand that we pass those same lies on to our future generation so that they too will pass on that same deceit unto the lives of our young. We must break away from what is common to them and create our own way of life. What hope do we have as long as we depend on the oppressors for religion. Who spoke of this God to us? Not our ancestors. Why must we pray in a way that they understand where the mysteries of the almighty God is revealed even unto the wicked? Our God is very sacred and his mysteries were not to be revealed but only to those who truly believe. Why must the mysteries of the Almighty God be simple?

My Brothers and Sisters, look up unto the stars where our God resides, look at the darkness and behold the mysteries of heaven! There are answers that God has revealed to us and it is only given to us by the secret of night under the stars of the Heaven. How can you read the wonders of a book unless you first open the cover? God is my savior, my witness, and my trust, who shall deny me this strength that He has given me. Who shall pray with their eyes sealed shut and not glorify his name.

The mysteries of Almighty God, who shall deny his healing powers, as we pray in the way that has been given to us, not by our ancestors but our slave owners who denied us to look him directly in the eyes for concern that we may challenge him who enslaved us. This book, who has written this book that makes us submit to those who are evil. I open my eyes to the day light sky only to be blinded by the sun. But the night, how it comforts us then giving the earth comfort and cooling it so that the earth’s wonders may grow. The night and her mysteries as I look up into heaven I read what God has left me to know for thousands, upon thousands of years. There I find my answer for my faith allows only the humble and the meek to learn of its’ mysteries. The stars, giving us those same answers as “Morse code”, why must we hear and not learn to read. Why must we refuse to educate ourselves. My Brothers and Sisters, read what the Almighty God of Heaven have left to us with the prophets. Study the night sky, for it only reveals its answers to those who are patient and willing to learn of its’ secrets. The stars, it directs us to the harvest of the seasons, it tells us when the winter is near or when the storm comes, why must we not learn this truth that God has given us from the very beginning. Our God, He is there and He speaks to us through the night stars of the Heaven. Why must we refuse his teachings, why must we condemn ourselves to evil when there is truth and prosperity. We are the chosen ones, the race that have that power to move mountains and depart the seas. Why must we restrain the strengthens that God has given us? This natural light, why must we fear it? Why does the white society deny us to venture off into this night with Glory? Our God, Our strength is within this light of darkness for it conceals us with natural beauty and frightens those who do not understand us. Let us pray to the Almighty God of the Heaven and the Earth, He speaks through natural light of the stars and delivers His mysteries for all those who is willing to read and understand its meaning. Come, understand Him that created all mankind.

It has been mentioned to me that do I believe in god. To answer this question first you must understand the people who ask this question. People, due to the fact that our way of thinking is very structured so that questions to rebel due to religious beliefs prevents it when intended to challenge all those who may question what has been stolen from the Africans, which was considered sacred, then changed the truth to confuse you or leave you with no questions whether or not what they speak is of truth, has been handed down to them by their ancestors, slave owners, and to give to their children so that the slave owners would not have to keep paying their employee’s to track us down when one of us cradled the truth from our past kingdoms. This way the lies of deceit would be inbreeded religiously and no questions would be asked due to the fear of burning in a hell that the slave owners created from myth. Once that fear was instilled in the slaves by the slave owners controlling the black people would prevent them from raising up who could defeat them.

Rome, which is America, the new Rome with is government still intact has just created a new way to be accepted. Do you think that our way of thinking is wiser or less intelligent than pass logical thinkers. Do you not know before civilizations were allowed to read or write, and we are talking about thousands of years in the dark and away from knowledge, only those who were knowledgeable on the celestial bodies of Heaven and allowed to record this knowledge which was sacred, was allowed to read and pass on this sacred knowledge?

Where Are Our Kings?

- My Lord where shall we go from here?

? I don’t know, but god has prepared a place for us.

- Where is this place my Lord?

? Beyond the skies where the stars rest upon His shoulders.

- They’re coming my Lord, shall I prepare our soldiers for battle?

? Yes, for our kind is well protected form this evil thing. How many soldiers do we have left?

- 20,000 warriors Lord. But, they are strong and our method of battle is greater under her night sky for the sun will never reveal her secrets.

? Good, prepare them for battle. Pray to our Almighty God for many shall see Him this night.

- Praise be to Almighty God!

? My Queen has surely blessed me with strong soldiers, she shall always be by my side. Go now! Let them

put on their greatess Armour for no weapon shall penetrate it!

- Look my Lord the Sun is settling!

? Good, our God will surely protect us..........

In My Mind There Is Hope....

I read a book that revealed its secrets of Black Hope and it read that in white America if you think that you can convince a person within the first thirty seconds of your conversation you are a fool. And if you can not completely relate your message to that person within the first thirty seconds of its transmission you might as well begin all over because you are wasting your time. The mind is a terrible thing to Waste.

Osiris Where are thou...?

My God, my hope, why has they confused us of your true meaning? Is it that they are afraid of the truth?

Where are you O’ Horus and O’ mighty Set the beginning of the Universe? In the sky’s of our night sun you have revealed yourself to me and within the day light sky you have given me the Almighty Solar Disk within the heavens. What do they mean O’ Ramose as Hormose? Why has King Akhenaten delivered us false hope due to his own belief? Osarseph where is Nicene Creed that you has promised us?

Why has they portrayed you O’ Jacques de Molay? Why has they replaced you in Yahoshua ben Joseph place and then mislead us within the Qumran Community? O’ Yahoshua bin Joseph teach us the way of the Nasoreans so that we shall rise up in the last days into Nut as Geb release us into the Shu so that we may see and be with Atum forever the true Atum on the right hand side of Mishpat let Ma’at protect O’ Barabbas of Osiris of Nut. Osarsepp give us the truth of your knowledge. Let those you do not believe fall into the pits of lost hope.

No matter what a black man does for a black woman she will always lookup and say “Is this as far as you can take me?” Knowing that this is not a black mans destiny nor is it his future to be here living within the European mans society. He is only trying to live a life that has been pre-planned for him. If she would only stand by his side and support his current role and position in this European world, he would be able to fulfill the dreams of the black society.

If a black man support the ways of a positive black society, it is up to the black woman to support all his decisions. If a black man is doing what is needed to build a strong black race it is the black woman’s duty to fall in-line and follow him without question. I’m talking about a man that all black young men are willing to follow without question in righteousness. That is what it is to be black.

If a black man is off track the European man holds the black woman responsible to put him back on track, but if she is not willing to help him solve the little problems how could she help him solve the big problems that may be small to the white society but a big thing to the black woman. Why should a white man approach a black man when the black man only response is anger? Why is it when a black man is approached by another black man in confusion the only response is to demonstrate violence. Why is it that both men can not come together and reason with communication until terms are met even if it takes forever? Do you know that if an intelligent black man fears you he will call the white man forces on you? Haven’t you heard the same thing when the white community member sees you behind peep drawn curtains to do the same? To the unintelligent black man this is cowardice, but to the intelligent black man it is the survival of the fittest and for the protection of his Kingship within his world of Osirus. Why is it that the white man uses the black woman as a tool to manipulate the structure of the black mans future. Do you not know that the only strength the white man has is the white woman and the selfish black woman who will not share the glory of the Gods world with the black man? Is this why you have hidden here in fear of your life under the white mans protection, do you not trust your own race of leaders that are also willing to shade their blood to protect your position as his Queen. Why do we need to play these games of confusion when there are never a winners? As I walk with the intelligence that a strong black man needs to keep the white man off balance, I see the envy in the black women eyes not able to say “....get back to work before I fire you.....” I have positioned myself to be questioned by the black woman as she may seek for the answers that I hold but she continues to approach the white man for guidance. Is it that she still questions me in refusal to follow me? Don’t be afraid my sister, my queen, my leader in love, and protector of all that my future holds within your magical womb. You hold my future and my life, come, talk to me, share with me what you have gathered from the European man’s world, give me what he holds which is the key to my freedom, my God, my family, my history, and my future. I ask you ......” Give Me......”.

Who Cares About Our Community?

Who cares about the community? Who put us here? Who are our Kings that will lead us? How can we learn about the things that we do not know? Come my child let me show you.

I was once talking to a woman who was sitting on her porch looking at all the filth in the area and she asked “who will clean this place? Why do not our government care the way we live? Why do the government not come and pick up the trash in our neighborhoods?”. And then she went into her home. The next day when she awoke she noticed that the sun was out and the sun seem so beautiful so she opened her door and went out side to sit on her porch. As she sat she said, “ What is that smell? Why does this community smell so bad? Why does no one care about the way our community looks and smell?” The smell was so bad that she went back into the house. The next day she opened the shades and noticed that it was raining so she said, “What a wonderful thing the rain will do cooling the ground and the atmosphere so the day will be cool all day”, so she went out side to feel the rain. As the woman stood there she noticed that the rain had washed the trash and mixed it with the foulness in the mud and spread it among the rest of the things that was around her. And she said, “Why does the community not pick up the trash so that the foulness of the garbage would not smell and pollute the air which spreads when it rain all over the community?”. Then she went into the house. The next day she saw a man picking up paper and she asked the man why are you picking up paper in the community when no one else cares about the trash and the foulness in the air that smells so bad? Why are you gathering your children to pick up the trash that others have thrown into the streets when they will throw it down again? Why are you wasting your time doing something that no one else cares about?” The man just smiled and said nothing and continued to pick up the trash that caused the foulness and smell. Each day the woman saw the man as he picked up the trash, cleaned the lots that had been cluttered with filth, cut the grass around him, swept the street and maintained the area which he lived each day. The woman came out with her children and sat on the porch one day and the sun was out and the area was clean and the air smelled fresh and the foulness was gone and the trash was gone and the lots were cleaned and the grass was cut and kids were playing in the lots and other neighbors were sitting on their porches and everyone watched as the man continued to see people throw down trash as they walked because no one cared about the community. As the children watched each day as the man picked up the trash that caused the filth, that caused the foulness in the air, that caused the community to stay inside because of the filth, that caused the foulness in the air, and as the man smiled at the children who played in the lots that he cleaned, the neighbors continued to sit on their porch and enjoy the cleanliness of the community and inhale the air that was free of the foulness, that was caused by the trash that people threw on the ground, that prevented the children from playing in the lots, that no one cared about, that was filled with trash, that caused the foulness in the air. One day a child picked up a piece of paper that someone threw on the ground that caused the foulness in the air, that no one cared about, that prevented the community from sitting on the porch on a sunny day, that caused the foulness in the air, that spread among the community when it rained.

Taking Advice From A Maggot....

What is your preference and your opinion does not concern me because this is America and you are entitled to that opinion as long as you live in this country and you abide by the laws that govern this land, that is why they call it “land of the free”. But what does concern me is the advice that you take and the opinions that you keep and live by based on the people that has no influence over anything other than the filth that they live in. What I am trying to get across to you is based on this story and I can not explain it better than in a story as I have done so eloquently to you before.

There was once a man who had done everything that a black man could do to be recognized in his community, he went to school, got through college, majored in what was needed to gain influence, and was respected among the people which he associated. But as he walked through the neighborhood were he lived he could only notice that no one of the lower class respected him. These people would live their life as they did before and after he gained the respect from his peers of his class. One day while he was standing a the bus stop he reached into his pocket and noticed that there was something not of interest so he decided to discard it on the ground, nothing important, nothing noticeable, just something not needed so he easily discarded it to the ground. As he stood there a child walked up to him and said, “Excuse me sir, don’t litter you see what it does to our community?” The man looked at the child and smiled and said, “it is biodegradable it will be gone in one week or less” and he got on the bus to continue on his journey. As he paid his fare he noticed a man siting talking to himself and noticeably poor and homeless. This homeless man carried with him in a bag all the things that he owned including some empty bottles that he will turn in for a deposit return. As he walked passed the man he noticed the foul smell coming from the man. He thought to himself surely this homeless man sleep among the garbage. Before he could get out the second thought the homeless man looked at him as if he read his mind and interrupted his thought and said, “Excuse me sir you have any spare change that you could give me?” Right away the man thought to himself I’m not going to donate to such a person that will surely buy alcohol to drink, and he said no I do not have any change to give you. The homeless man looked at the man and said, “You must have a very good job?, you look good, you dress well, I bet you live in a very nice neighborhood”. The homeless man looked at the working class man and continued, “I was once doing very well for myself, I had a very nice home living in a very nice neighborhood, I had very respectable friends whom I socialized with on a daily basis. But something happened to me, I stop caring”. The working class man really didn’t fully understand what the homeless man was referring to so he asked, “What do you mean that you stop caring? Is this the reason you are the way you are now?” The homeless man said, “Not totally, but my desire lead me into the situation that I am in right now. It all started when I cared more about what others with influence said and didn’t care other than listening to people who didn’t have the influence and cared about what things looked like and didn’t have the total means to change them but continued to try improve the way things looked to them.” He continued, “You know, I cared so much about what people thought who did nothing to change anything around them, and continued to live as though nothing existed other than what was in their minds. These people and I lived a life that would create such an environment that destroyed first my community and then it destroyed me because I was part of that community. This situation which I contributed to pulled me down as well even though I tried to run from it. When the community appearance got worst and as things got bad I blamed others for not caring instead of blaming myself and others like me for not contributing to our community survival. The failure existed in my mind and it was strong and I carried it with me like a gun for protection. If I only would have picked up that one piece of paper and that one empty or broken bottle it would have triggered an effect that would have caused me to change my whole outlook on life when things started to get bad.” This homeless man amazed him, his use of words, proper, clean, and direct, he looked straight into his eyes and continued to speak. “You know maggots are like some people, they live among the trash and the filth for survival, they eat, sleep, and grow in the filth that man has placed there. It is not that they can’t change it but it is where they grow and where they are accepted among their own kind, they don’t complain about the smell, they don’t complain about the way things look, its just that way. But, when they are capable of flying it does so and carries that cycle with them and create a society of others like them somewhere else and this cycle continues as long as people like us provide for them. A maggot can live anywhere, in the dirt, in moisture, and anywhere that is damp. It doesn’t need trash to live just food to eat until it is capable of flying then it flies to locate other places where it can be accepted and grow out of site and out of mind. But when you see them what do you do? You turn up your nose and rush to cover it to protect it from the smell, you don’t change the site of the maggots you just leave it as long as it isn’t in a place where it directly affect your life. Would you take advice from such a thing? Would you let it guide you? Of course not. Why because it is a nasty, disgusting bug that slivers among the filth that man has created, like us. They don’t want to live there but they do because it is where they are accepted. Now clear the area and keep it clean what do you get? A pleasing appearance that smells deceit. It doesn’t mean that they do not exist because it does but in a different way and you just don’t see it. Everything does not have to be seen in the open it can be their but you just have to dig to find it.” He continued, “If a maggot or a worm were able to speak and said why are you doing that? Why are you picking up that trash when people will throw it down again? Will you let it shame you in such a way that you lay down amongst the maggots and worms to feel accepted? Of course you wouldn’t. You would not let such a thing make you feel so shameful that you lower yourself beneath the standards of the one above you that is presently shamed and lay on you stomach in the mud and sliver in slime to be accepted. But that’s what most people do when they take advice from people who do not act upon what is presently in front of them. That one piece of paper on the ground is a start of what will be forever, because, where it lies you may one day lie among it and it will affect the way your life will be from that point on. The mind create its own world and you live in it. Change your mind and your world changes with it. Don’t run away from the beginning because it may be where you return. Pick up things around you, clean up what is not done by you, because, if you become a person like me a clean place to lay will prevent a smell that is in your mist right now”.

The Oppressed And The Conquered

Why are the European people of this society afraid of the Black man? I know they think that we want to be their neighbor. Possibly some do enjoy being away from your greed and selfish ways, your trifling behavior, and your “I know that I am better than those black people....” attitude. Don’t you know that one day your children will be black? Once the sky refuses your prayers of hatred and they return to you in destruction with the heat of the sky with the help of the sun that will forever change your skin to the color of black? Isn’t it easy to understand, due to your educational level, and the things that you have been taught, that because nature knows what it needs to do to protect its life forms and all things which will changes with it? I work in an environment that denies me nor do they give me a chance to compete with them, why should I save them from death when I know that they will push me to my own. Why should I comfort those Europeans to embrace the same knife he used to kill my family and walked away as though it was only a joke? Get behind me O’ Lord of the day light skies that protect you from the warriors that come for you by night. Put down your book of slaves that have been given to you to believe in to oppress those who have not. Look toward the East.....Go East my Brother sons of Africa..... A place have been prepared for you and not as the evil ones shows on their method of propaganda via “TV”. There is a place in Africa that awaits you that is as beautiful as a dream of our past. It produces all living things created and transform them into what beauty you see to day.

Hail Caesar !!!!!!

Caesar!!!! Why have you cursed our people with your lies? Why have you produced lies and demanded that we master it? Where are you now O’ Caesar?!!!! Come, prepare yourself, for war will come and destroy everything that you created. As I look around me I see the same nation that once was and now is new located in a new land, why have you changed your appearance do you not know that I recognized your ways, your god, your government, and the attitude that made you what you are? Why do you judge us and demand that our children be treated in a way that only you understand? Leave us Caesar with your new Rome!!!!! We see and know your disguise!!!!

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